December 3, 2023

Dear Diary,

Am I trying to have it all ???

Is that ok?

Time with my kids, feeling uncertain about them going to a new private school even though I know I need more time and space.

Working again, which direction, we shared about marriage recently and we had an unexpected and overwhelming (in a good way) response from people, but what does that mean for other storytelling and sharing avenues: style beauty and home related stuff… is that not as valuable? Is God clearing some clutter or simply showing me that there’s more than my limited eyes can see?

My health journey continues and it’s so frustrating to not have identified what my body is responding to… itchy arms, sometimes a fiery needle sensation, itchy neck at times, tired arms, tingly sensationally though my upper body sometimes to the point where I feel jittery inside.

My brain doesn’t know where to put all of this stuff.

BUT JOY…

Sometimes joy finds us.

Other times we have to seek it out.

Right now, joy and discernment are walking hand in hand. I’m carefully and thoughtfully processing and making decisions… and so, the journey continues.

Seek first the kingdom of God Summer. Let Jesus show you one step at a time. Don’t lose faith in what seems impossible.

Summer